supposed to go for check-up today...
bt lazy to go lah. nid to go ard 7am plus lor.
sian..den mum still ask me to go myself -.-
suan le. i dont feel lyk checking too.
im very scared to find out the truth.
if im rily diagnosed wif
diabetes, den i tink i rather go die better.
its a forever illness, and i dont tink i can take it.
WHY do i hv soooo many illnesses? ):
i may look healthy, bt actually im nt.
i visit the hospital quite frequently for the past yrs.
im diagnosed wif
thin blood vessels. (tats why i always hv nose bleed)
lack of iron. dunno wads the name for it (tats why i always feel giddy)
AND im feeling giddy right now! crap..juz ate an iron pill -.-
my bones are "fragile" too.they always gt bruises easily.
fking asshole. i rily hate my whole body and myself.
anw, tmr gg out wif fiona,monica,jiaying & zn.
maybe nt gg bugis alrd.cos r'cd a msg today,
saying tat terrorists planned to bomb tat area these few days..
dunno whether its true or nt lah.
Labels: i tried to stay optimistic though...
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